“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times; it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness; it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity; it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness; it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair; we had everything before us, we had nothing before us; we were all going directly to Heaven, we were all going the other way.” – Charles Dickens

That’s how I feel these days. Much of my life is fantastic; I have a dream job, I have the car I have always wanted, the friends I have are few but they are cherished. I have a wonderful relationship with a close friend who challenges me and gives me purpose. Yet for all that I have, I want more. I need more.

I have God in my life; for all he has blessed for me I have one thing missing that I yearn for.