Terry

Looking back, at the choices I’ve made
The path I leave, I leave betrayed
From the moment I came, to the moment they say
I don’t love you … let’s just leave it that way

Everything I hold turns to dust in my hand
Whoever I love, falls like castles in sand
Will they think of me, when I run from my past
All that shines, was never meant to last

I can’t believe, my life ended like this
Unforgiven, like the very last kiss
My heat beats cold, with the blood in my veins
But lying here, I feel alive in my pain

Walking thse streets, I’m a ghost in the crowd
I’m waiting for the day when I feel alive somehow
I close my eyes, not wanting to breath
Lord I’m lost, I don’t know where I should be

I can’t believe, my life ended like this
Unforgiven, like the very last kiss
My heat beats cold, with the blood in my veins
But lying here, I feel alive in my pain

It was a beautiful winter that we shared
We laughed like children, playing without care
I fell in love again, I knew this would hurt
The years goes by, I still bruise

[chorus]
Lord help me, don’t let me, fall in love with her
I could be, she should be my love till the end
She holds me complete, with a love that breaks
Why can’t I, stop thinking about the girl by the lake

There is a deeper love which she can’t see
I want to be her one, but life is cruel
I have a secret that I wish I could share
But I’m afraid, it’s my cross to bare

When she talks for her lover, my heart drowns
And when she leaves to another, I feel the devils’ crown
I hear her voice when she cries for other’s sake
No time for us, into the dust I’ll fade.

[chorus]
Lord help me, don’t let me, fall in love with her
I could be, she should be my love till the end
She holds me complete, with a love that breaks
Why can’t I, stop thinking about the girl by the lake

I discovered this comedian while watching Live at the Apollo on BBC a few month ago. I still have his performance on my Sky + box and watch it from time to time.

He’s doing a national tour, and he’s coming to nearby Chesham. I’ll be going there, I just need to find someone with a similar sense of humor.

Check out some of his brilliant clips on http://www.myspace.com/michaelmcintyre

I’ve witnessed a few photographers who try to post one photo a day. I do understand what they are doing, but I’m still sitting on the fence with this ideology. It does force me to be more creating and get my arse out there in the real world, but sometimes forcing it can also mean compromising my standards; I could take 20 photos tomorrow, but if I felt I had to post something online then I could just pass by with the “That will do” attitude.